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Saat ini saya sedang kecewa pada dunia


Saya sudah capek menangis. Jadinya malah cengeng. 

Saya sekarang cuma tahu kalau dunia ini hanya adil pada siapa yang sanggup bayar. Yang tertidas tidak akan mendapatkan keadilan, yang menindas akan tetap bahagia dan tidak pernah ada balasan yang menimpanya.

Mungkin itulah kenapa lahir para penulis. Berdongeng kalau pahlawan bisa lahir dari orang-orang yang terinjak, yang memiliki akhir bahagia jika memiliki harapan tinggi dan pantang menyerah. Bullshit.

Tuhan tidak berkewajiban untuk membantu hidupmu. Penguasa hanya peduli dengan timbunan hartanya. Jadilah manusia yang baik dan jalani peranmu. Menjadi penginjak atau yang terinjak injak. Di atas sana tidak ada yang peduli. Hanya ruang hampa kosong sepi kemanapun kamu menghadap.

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