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Halo apa kabar?


Masih sakit hati? masih menyimpan dendam? 

Masih menangis setiap malam?

Masih basah lukanya?

Masih menyalahkan diri sendiri dan keadaan?

Masih menyesal?

Masih terasa berat hatinya?

Masih menyimpan semua kekecewaan?

Masih. sih.

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  1. Rudi Chandra23 Januari 2022 pukul 19.58

    Tetap semangat Mas, jadikan kekecewaan sebagai kekuatan untuk bangkit.
    Semangat 馃挭

    BalasHapus
  2. Haris Discussion8 Desember 2022 pukul 18.55

    Sama, saya juga. Hiks

    BalasHapus

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