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Dunia nyata tak pernah heroik, tak pernah memenangkan pahlawan, tak pernah mengalahkan penjahat.

Masing masing bernafas dengan keberuntungannya, kesialannya dan kepasrahannya sendiri.

Jika saja legenda diisi dengan kejujuran, sejarah tidak ramai dengan kebohongan dan tirai kemunafikan.

Hidup bisa sedikit lebih optimis

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